Thank you for all of your support, checking in with me and asking how things at work are. It's good to be back. Right now I only have two minor projects, so I find myself doing a lot of reading for professional development - the kind of stuff I never regularly have time to do. And pumping milk is a hassle. Especially keeping everything clean.
It's only been two weeks, so I'll have to re-asses once the novelty of working has worn off. Right now, it's a little strange having free time at work since home life is so demanding. I definitely know that between me and Kevin, the hardest job goes to Kevin while he's watching Atticus full time, studying, and looking for jobs.
Another strange part of going back to work is that I get to watch another one of my peers conduct all the work I was previously doing. This person came back from maternity just as I was leaving, and now all of my previous clients, projects, and even the team member I've worked the most with over my 3.5 years are allocated to her. On top of this, I'm also reporting into someone new. It's a little uncanny, but on the plus side it's a fresh start.
Last night I was experiencing some Sunday-night depression going back, especially after a wonderful Mother's Day. Atticus was being so cute. And this morning I went into the nursery to kiss him goodbye, but noticed from the doorway that he was beginning to stir in his sleep and decided to duck out before he awoke. That was hard.